We sometimes find ourselves in a position of waiting for forces outside ourselves to open the door to opportunities that we have for which we have applied. These events can have life altering results as they play a major role into shaping our station, family, and happiness. These events can place us in a state of flux while awaiting resolution and this can, to say the least be stressful. This tension comes from the loss of control, from not being the master of the decisions that shape our lives. This does not mean that we have lost control but that we bear the burden of one of life’s major events on the verge of unfolding.
We can put many hopes and dreams into these changes that might happen. We think about the benefits of change and maybe even lament the loss of the status quo. The thought that life may be derailed into another direction can be as attractive as winning the lottery. When we purchase a lottery ticket and ponder the thought of winning, it not just the money that we covet. The freedom that can be attained when we are unburdened from life distractions and the new possibilities, that are now open for exploration, become very seductive.
But what if you have a lottery ticket with good odds but have know idea when the drawing will take place. In the beginning you are excited and enthusiastic but as time progress that enthusiasm can be met with doubt. The trick is to quarantine that doubt to the situation and not yourself. Doubting ones self in these times serves no positive role. Beyond the doubt is still remains hope for the most positive result but we need to remind ourselves that life is funny, as it never can live up to the utopia that we can conjure in our minds.
Either way we need to make the best of the results that life provides. As much as we can imagine the benefits of winning the lottery, I have heard many a story that it is not always a blessing. Many times the blessing is what we currently possess, regardless of any changes that might result from any major life event.
So, for now my situation dictates that I continue to wait for the drawing hoping for the best regardless of the result. Maybe it’s time to buy a real lottery ticket, I know when that drawing will happen.